♥Monday, November 29, 2004:♥
♥6:41 PM♥
Afterschool I went to tutorial to talk to Mr. Desmond about making up everything I missed and Teo and Vesi were supposed to go and run for 20 minute and he goes "I wont be able to watch you, but I'll just have to trust you. O'Neil you can run too." And I'm like "But wait.. I have to go I can't run" And Teo goes "Jamie he wont be WATCHING US!" And Desmond just nods and walks off. It was pretty funny. I was like OHHHHH.. riiiiiiight. Nice Mr. Desmond letting me off for once. ;) He's just a pedafile.. but w/e. Did I even spell that right? 'eh...
So I'm not toooo sick anymore, my throat still hurts in the morning, but it gets better. My voice is all froggy and my nose is stuffy.. its not fun! :(
XOXO,
Jamie
Where You Are
Jessica Simpson
There are times
i swear i know your here
when i forget about my fears
feeling you my dear
watching over me
my hopes seek
what the future will bring
when you wrap me in your wings
and take me...
where you are
where you and i will be together
once again
we'll be dancing in the moonlight
just like we used to do
and you'll be smiling back at me
only then will i be free
when i can be, where you are
and i can see your face
your kiss i still can taste
not a memory erased
oh how i see your star
shining down on me
and i do anything
if i can just..be right there..
where you are
where you and i will be together
once again
we'll be dancing in the moonlight
just like we used to do
and you'll be smiling back at me
only then will i be free
when i can be, where you are
where you are
where you and i will be together
once again
we'll be dancing in the moonlight
just like we used to do
and you'll be smiling back at me
(and you'll be smiling back at me)
only then will i be free
then i will be free
so take me where you are
now baby there are times when selfishly
im wishing that you were here with me
so i can wipe the tears from your eyes
and make you see
everynight while you are dreaming
im here to guard you from our fall
)and anytime i feel alone
i close my eyes and dream of...
where you are
where you and i will be together
once again
we'll be dancing in the moonlight
just like we used to do
and you'll be smiling back at me
only then will i be free
when i can be, where you are
where you are
where you and i will be together
(and we will be together baby)
once again
we'll be dancing in the moonlight
(we'll be dancing in the moonlight)
just like we used to do
and you'll be smiling back at me
(and you'll be smiling back at me)
only then will i be free
then i will be free
(together) baby i still believe
oh i got to believe
( i still believe)
i will touch you that sweet day
(that sweet day)
that you take me there
where you are
i still believe
oh i got to believe
(i still believe)
i will touch you that sweet day
(that sweet day)
that you take me there
where you are
oh oh where you are
i still believe...fade
then i will be free
so take me where you are
♥Sunday, November 28, 2004:♥
♥10:19 PM♥
Went to Southcenter today with my mom, brother, and sister in law. We went to Nordstroms and I got a couple pairs of pants and they did some x-mas shopping because Brenda (sister in law) works at another Nordstroms and could get like 30% off that day or something. Hopefffffully my Mom bought what I asked for for X-mas.. but who knows...
After that I went to Forever 21 and Wet Seal... neither of which are as good as they use to be. And I also went to American Eagle, which I love. :D
Other then that the day was pretty boring and.. sicky. I went to bed at like 8 because I was all sick and tired and stuff. :(
XOXO,
Jamie
This I Swear
Jessica Simpson
You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
I would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me
I may not say it quite as much as I should
But when I say I love you darling
That means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you
Until forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear
I'm wondering how
I ever got by
With out you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go
The one thing that's true
Is everything I do...I do for you
I may not say it half as much as I should
But when I say I love you darling
That means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you
Until forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear
And so when ever you get breary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down
My love (You're my love)
And I will love you
Until forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
And hold on tight (And hold on tight)
And we'll get there
And I will love you (And I will love you)
Until forever
Until death do us part (Until death do us part)
We'll be together
So take my hand (So take my hand now baby)
And hold on tight (Hold on tight)
And we'll get there....ohhhh
We'll get there
....And this I swear
♥Saturday, November 27, 2004:♥
♥10:00 PM♥
I woke up sick this morning! I decided I have the Megan-Harrison flu. I got a sore throat from Harrison and a stuffy nose/cough from megan! *pout* But it's ok, I don't blame them (atleast not Harrison.. lol Megan!)
After Angela's party I went home for a while and CHILLED. Literally, my house was REALLY cold. And then went to Harrisons house to help him "babysit".. We basically gave his brothers a movie to watch and then we watched Meet The Parents. Pretty good movie from what I saw of it, now I can actually go see the new one coming out because I've seen the first. Lol. So yeah.. loads of fun! :D 'Cept I was still kinda sick.. :(
XOXO,
Jamie
There You Were
Jessica Simpson
I was counting down the minutes
I was wishin' on the stars
I was prayin' for a sign
And tryin' to beat the odds
I was dreamin' of you
From before I saw your face
And there you were
Waitin' for that day
Then you reached through the hurricane
When you baby you called my name
You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
Where the hero belongs...
There you were
Must have broken into heaven
Just to roll back the clouds
Were you on a mission
Were you seekin' me out
Was I that one in a million
Was I that one sacred kiss
That you couldn't chance
You just couldn't miss
Then you babe you whispered through the silent tears
When you, you swept away all my fears
You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
Where the hero belongs
There you were babe
Standin' in the middle of nowhere,
With your arms wide open and you,
You were the reason when there was no reason in my life
You're the reason in my life
You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
There you were babe
You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
Where the hero belongs...
There you were
Like the light in the eye of the storm
Tellin' me not to cry anymore
There you were
Where I watched my whole world fall apart
Shinin' through like on angel from afar
Oh like an angel
You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
There you were babe
♥Friday, November 26, 2004:♥
♥11:58 PM♥
I got a couple gift ideas... and got part of Megan's gift. If you know anything to get a certain guy *cough* Harrison *cough* I need a few ideas ;) Anything in..y a know the 300 or 400 dollar range... lol!
After the mall, I went home for a little while... and then I slept over at Meggggans! We watched The Perfect Score, which was awesome - but had a REALLY cheesy ending! I love the asian pot dude who had the GIANT ASS pipe. My gosssh! I wanna marry him! Megan wants the guy's older brother. lol.
XOXO,
Jamie
Tal vez es amor
Jessica Simpson
(No idea what the french means.. but amor is love i think...)
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah..
Yeah yeah Ohhhhh
Cada vez que te veo
Llenas de deseo cada espacio, tú
Me llenas con tu luz
Y en un beso
Yo te lo confeso
Veo todo azul
Cuando llegas tú
En mi mente
Tanto cuando estás aquí
Pienso cada vez más en ti
Tal vez es amor
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré
Y me olvido de quien soy
Ya no sé quien ser
'In love'
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré (Tal vez es amor)
Descubrí lo que es amor
Cuando te besé
Tú llegaste a mi lado
Y me has dejado sin sentido tú
Como lo haces tú
Pedías mucho más
Fuí valiente y me dejé llevar
Soy tuya hasta el final
En un sueño tú llegaste a mí
Hoy no sé cómo estar yo sin ti
Tal vez es amor
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré
Y me olvido de quien soy
Ya no sé quien ser
'I'm In love'
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré (I'm in love)
Descubrí lo que es amor
Cuando te besé
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré
Descubrí lo que es amor
Cuando te besé
Yo no sé lo que pasa en mí
Algo falta si tú no estás
Antes de llegar yo te sentí
Junto a ti me siento volar
Tal vez es amor
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré (I think I'm in love)
Y me olvido de quien soy
Ya no se quien ser
Tal vez es amor
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré (In love with you)
Descubrí lo que es amor
Cuando te besé
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré (In love with you)
Y me olvido de quien soy
Ya no se quien ser
Tal vez es amor
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré (For you)
Descubrí lo que es amor
Cuando te besé (Going out of my mind boy)
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré (Tal vez es amor)
Y me olvido de quien soy
Ya no se quien ser
In Love
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré
Descubrí lo que es amor
Cuando te besé
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré
Y me olvido de quien soy
Ya no se quien ser
Hoy yo siento que me enamoré
Descubrí lo que es amor
Cuando te besé
♥Thursday, November 25, 2004:♥
♥6:30 PM♥
I woke up and watched A Little Princess, which I LOVE! It's such a sad movie! :( I've loved it since I was like 5. Then I watched Hook. Yup, another Peter Pan movie. Didn't get to finish it though cuz my parents decided to start Harry Potter 3, which they rented. Thennn we ate dinner, I stuffed myself. And now I'm all tired and fulland happy! :D After dinner my parents and my brother and I played Texas Holdum.. is that what it's called? My dad had to learn it because he's going to some guys night out poker thing at one of his accounts, and my brothers like a pro and plays it all the time. So he kept trying to bluff and stuff or do things that were supposed to make me think he had 3 of a kind, but since I'm dense I just basically put in a bid one every hand! lol. I ended up winning though, so I guess it's a good strategy. I figure.. since there wasn't any actualy money involved - what's the point?
Soooo. Turkey day was fun, but I'm looking forward to the rest of the weekend more. :D
XOXO,
Jamie
Take My Breath Away
Jessica Simpson
Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching every motion
In this foolish lovers game
Haunted by the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
♥Wednesday, November 24, 2004:♥
♥10:26 PM♥
It's Frinsday! Friday.. Wednesday.. get it? good. SOO excited for a 4 day weekend! Although tomorrow I can't do anything but sit at home bored cuz it's thanksgiving. Hoping to get some good after Thanksgiving shoppin in this weekend though! :D
Today afterschool Megan came over to bellevue and has lunch with all of us at Taco Time (and Mr. burrito sexy man was there. lol Shula!) It was fun, no ice went down anyones pants this time though. LOL.
So now I have to start thinking more about x-mas gifts... which isn't fun because I can never figure out what I want to get anyone! And I need alot more money to be able to guy things.. argh. My mom has now decided everytime I want to buy clothes that she has to put them away and not let me wear them so that she can call them x-mas presents. Lol. We went into Hollister today (after she bought me more pants because she enjoys bleaching all mine) and I wanted to buy some pants and underrrwear, and she goes "Okay you have to wait outside" Then she comes out like 10 minutes later and goes "Sorry, the lines were too long" A nice try on her part, except for the fact that there were NO lines.. the store was basically empty, and that I could see her trying to hide the Hollister bag behind another bag. It was cute tohugh. Lol.
So after lunch, and before shopping, I went to see Finding Neverland with Harrison. Really cute movie. Johnny Depp is sexxxxxy! Lol. But it was a really good movie! Prolly helped that I'm totally in love with any sort of Peter Pan story or related things.. but HEY! Lol. I cried during the newest Peter Pan with Jeremy Sumpter.. it was SAD! I hate it how Peter goes awayyyy! He should stay with them. :( But anyways.. good movie! You should see it.
My parents let me take a bus home after dark today. Lol. It sounds like sumtin little, but for them it was a big deal because they're CONVINCED I'll get raped or something - I dunno. But my dad was like "Make sure Harrison walks you to the bus stop!" Lol.
So ya, that was my day today! :D
XOXO,
Jamie
Sweetest Sin (I LOVE THIS SONG!)
Jessica Simpson
Yeah...
Can you imagine us?
Making love
The way it would feel the first time that we touched
Can you think of it
The way I dream of it
I want you to see it like I’m seeing it
It’s a picture of perfection
The vision of you and me…
Your lips upon my lips
Can you just picture it?
Your finger tips on my finger tips
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin
That would be the sweetest sin *yeah*
All night I lie awake
Cause it's to much to take
Dreaming about the love that we could make
All day I think of schemes
To get you next to me
I want you so bad that I can barely breathe
It’s a sign of my obsession…
That I can stop thinking bout…
Your lips upon my lips
Can you just picture it?
Your finger tips on my finger tips
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin *oh baby sweetest sin*
Yeah, you are the sweetest sin
Your lips upon my lips
Can you envision it?
Temptation I could never resist
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin *baby yeah*
That would be the sweetest sin
It would feel so good
To be so bad
You don’t know how bad
I want that
I would do anything to feel your.....
Your lips upon my lips
Can you just picture it?
Your finger tips on my finger tips
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin *you are the sweetest sin*
That would be the sweetest sin
Your lips upon my lips
Your finger tips on my finger tips
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest.... sin
♥Tuesday, November 23, 2004:♥
♥9:01 PM♥
Today was.. normal I guess. Nothing really stook out that much. The drama seems to be winding down right now, which I'm REALLY happy about. But for some reason it seems like a never ending rollercoaster. It goes wayyy up, then down for a short while, then sky rockets right back up again. Hopefully it wont! *crosses fingers*
After school today Harrison rode my bus and got off at his work, and even though its only like.. 10 minutes more together, it really makes a difference. Since we don't spend too much time together at all during school - and when we do it's never alone. And it's just - I really wish I could spend more time with him... because I just love it when we're together. So I dunno, it just sort of started off my night on a better note, which continued for a while.
My house is abnormally cold! I don't know why. The heat is like dead or something.. I'm wrapped up in two blankets right now! :(
I went to jazz tonight, which was fun. We had a different teacher, and she taught really fast and like almost everyone got totally lost. Except Megan and I cuz we rock our socks! ;)
So.. I think that's basically all I have to say for today! :O
XOXO,
Jamie
Sweet Kisses
Jessica Simpson
oooh ooook oooh
couldn’t look me in the eye
he apologizes
he didn’t make enough to take me out tonight
i beg him not to worry, please don’t turn away
i don’t need a world of riches
i just need a little time with you and
sweet kisses..
all I really need is
sweet kisses..
it’s what moves me
and his lips are pure emotion
he smiles because he knows how much I love the way he makes me feel inside
and suits all my wishes
who could ask for more?
doesn’t have to say I love you
all I need he tells me with his
sweet kisses..
all I really need is
sweet kisses..
it’s what moves me
he heals me.
he touches me down to my soul
my heart’s beating out of control
i just need a little time with you
sweet kisses..
all I really need is
sweet kisses..
it’s what moves me
sweet kisses, baby it’s all I really need from you
sweet (don’t need your money baby. just want your time now, baby) kisses
cause that’s what moves me honey. sweet kisses
sweet kisses. (your kisses) And that's what moves me
sweet kisses
♥Monday, November 22, 2004:♥
♥8:35 PM♥
Today I went out to lunch with Laura at jack in the box. She's a cool kid. I got frenchfries and she got a giant burger, then I went to 7-11 to buy candy, so it's all good ;) While we were at Jack in the Box a giant group of short, old, mexicans guys with the same hair cuts and same facial hair came in. It was like a little herd! Wow.. that wasn't meant to sound that racist!
After school I went to Starbucks and bought a gingerbread cookies.. they are REALLY REALLY good! I think I might be addicted ;) I loooove them!
Other then that it was.. a pretty boring day I guess... besides all the drama and stuff, which is started to become a really big issue. I hope it gets solved soon, cuz its worrying me.
XOXO,
Jamie
My Wonderful
Jessica Simpson
The time when I was down and out no lovin in my life.
This angel came and brought about a meaning of so right.
Took my black and lonely days and turned the light with his loving ways.
He's my wonderful. Everything a girl could want to love and all I need.
Yes he's my wonderful. He must have been sent from up above just for me.
Gotta have him close to me each and every night.
To give me that security of dreamin him delight.
Love has got a grip on me, oh so tight.
Hope he never lets go.
He's my wonderful. Everything a girl could want to love and all I need.
Yes he's my wonderful. He must have been sent from up above just for me.
Cause I don't never wanna be freed from this lovin care that most people never see.
And at night I pray that I?ll have my way and hand your love for eternity.
He's my wonderful. Everything a girl could want to love and all I need.
Yes he's my wonderful. He must have been sent from up above just for me.
No one could ever do for me the things he does cause...
He's my wonderful. Everything a girl could want to love and all I need.
He's my wonderful. (Wonderful) He must have been sent from up above just for me.
He's my wonderful. Everything a girl could want to love and all I need.
Yes he's my wonderful. He must have been sent from up above just for me.
He's my wonderful. Everything a girl could want to love and all I need.
Yes he's my wonderful. He must have been sent from up above just for me.
He's my wonderful. Everything a girl could want to love and all I need.
Yes he's my wonderful. He must have been sent from up above just for me.
♥Sunday, November 21, 2004:♥
♥8:27 PM♥
She took me to the mall today to get new pants, but only to the Bon. And all the size 5's were the right length.. but like GIANT!! They were HUGE! It was totally weird. And size 3's fit, but they are too short. I think they are making the sizes bigger so people think they are thinner - I definatly know im not losing ANY weight at all, so it can't be it. Weirdness. So I didn't end up getting ANY pants - and I tried on about 12 pairs too! It was dumb :( But I pointed out the Doonie and bourke and the northface I want for x-mas. :P Now if I can convince my parents to get me and ipod and a tiffany's bracelett too. Lol. I'll prolly end up only getting the North Face though, so whatever. Gets 30 percent off at Nordstrom next sunday, so that's when shes buying everything.
After the mall I walked to the Galleria and saw National Treasure with Harrison. It was a good movie.. I would suggest seeing it if you want to. It's all like.. riddly and stuff. I dunno - kinda makes you think. And my clod sore is like basically gone, and prolly not contagious anymore :D Very happy, they suck butt! :(
XOXO,
Jamie
My Way Home
Jessica Simpson
I will give it all
We've all been down the dusty road trying to see around the bend
In search of something
Lots of faces different places, emptiness had settled in
And then I saw him
I'm the lover of your soul
Deep inside this man that I know
Vision picture perfect world as you focus in the lens
Fairy tale begins
I'm so happy that I found you
I just wanna break down and cry and laugh and hug and kiss
I'm the lover of your soul
Deep inside the man that I know
I will give it all and let go
Through his eyes I find my way home
He can take me to heaven
That's why I need him, and I want him
That's no one I'll ever love, no other can touch him
I will promise you with all I am
I'm the lover of your soul
Deep inside this man that I know
I will give it all and let go
Through his eyes I'll find my way home
I will find my way
I will find my way
I will give it all
I'm the lover of your soul
Deep inside this man that I know
I will give it all and let go
(go go go go)
I will give it all and let go
♥Saturday, November 20, 2004:♥
♥8:27 PM♥
So after that we went to my brothers house to look at all his new furniture and to watch the Apple Cup. Huskies are unbelieveably bad this year. It's good they're getting rid of the coach - no matter how much of a "nice guy" he is or "loyal" or whatever. He's not a good coach. We left at 1/2 time so that my parents could drive me to Shulas!
Shulas dog is cuuuute! I didn't stay at her house very long at all though, because her dad gave us a ride to where Harrison and his brother were having their party. And we got way off because the directions that map quest gave us were totally wrong. Which is weird, but they were like WAY off and had us going the wrong direction.
The party was lots of fun, I wore myself out and got really really tired though. Lol. And I got an icky scrape on my back that hurts :(
After the party Shula slept over, and we had fun pigging out on ice cream and being dorks :D
The drama at BHS never seems to stop. And alot of it is caused by people assuming things.. like that if you like hanging out with someone that your in love with them. Or that you cant be friends without one of you liking the other. And it just causes one big giant messsss.
XOXO,
Jamie
Loving You
Jessica Simpson
I keep on
I keep on loving
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Mmm
(I'm gonna keep on loving you)
Mmm
(I'm gonna keep on)
I'm gonna keep on loving you
(Loving you)
Oh
(I'm gonna keep on)
Don't tell me it's time to go
I think my watch is too slow
Please, I don't wanna know
(I don't wanna know)
Baby, what will it hurt
If I stay on tonight
And bring yourself into me
Boy I think you should know
I'm not letting you go
All night
I don't wanna have to say goodnight
Hold tight
I just wanna stay and hold you tight
So right
Feels so right no matter what we do
I'm just gonna keep on loving you
Yeah you're like heaven to hold
And you're the flame when I'm cold
(Boy I think you should know)
Boy I think you should know
I'm not letting you go
All night
I don't wanna have to say goodnight
Hold tight
I just wanna stay and hold you tight
So right
It feels so right no matter what we do
I'm just gonna keep on loving you
All night
Love me like the rainbow loves the light
Hold tight
Feels me like the raindrops kiss the sky
So right
Feels so right no matter what we do
I'm just gonna keep on loving you
I think I should stay awhile and keep enjoying you
Come close, wrap me in your arms
Say you want me too
Intoxicated by the way you're making me move
I know I'm gonna keep on loving you
Oh
(la, la, la, la, la, la)
(So right)
(la, la, la, la, la, la)
I'm gonna keep on loving you
♥Friday, November 19, 2004:♥
♥5:41 PM♥
So today was fairly normal. I did NOT get enough sleep last night though, so I was 1/2 dead all day. But that's alright.
I got 49.5/50 on our math quiz. High score :D
I've become like.. addicted to writing everyone notes now. Lol. It's bad cuz then I don't pay attention in my classes.. like Spanish. Which you neeeeed to pay attention to or you get confused - like me.
Starbuck's ginger bread cookies are REALLY good! :D I had two today.. lol.
The bus ride home was fun today, Jared (my hip hop teacher) was on the bus. Along with Nathan Hassbleblad (the gay 1 whose hilarious) Audrey Brown (Ashley's sister) Kyle (head of the bhs robotics club.. hes a lonely little boy, who uses VERY big words) and Harrison rode it to his dads shop to go and work. So it was like a little party on the bus ;) lol. We had some fun conversations, as always.
So tonight all these relatives of mine are over because my cousin is moving back to Montana because she finished school at WSU.. and so we're having a giant good bye dinner thing for her.. fun stuff :P
XOXO,
Jamie
Irresistible
Jessica Simpson
You Know I Don't know what it is
but something about you is so irresistible
Dont you try and tell me that he's not my type
To Hide what I feel inside
When he makes me weak with desire
I Know that im supposed to make him wait
Let him think I like the chase but I cant
stop fanning the fire, I Know I meant
to say No
But he's irresistible
up close and personal
now inescapable
I can hardly breathe, more than just
physical deeper than spritual
his ways are powerful
and irresistible to me (yeah yeah, I can hardly breathe)
Dont yoy think I'm trying to tell my heart whats right
That I should really say goodnight
But I cant stop myself from falling (falling)
Maybe I'll tell him that i feel the same
that I dont want to play no game (No)
Cuz when I Feel his arms wrapped around me
I know meant to say No (I Meant To Say No...)
But He's Irresistible (Irresistible)
Now inesacpable
I can hardly breathe ( I can hardly breathe)
more than just physical
deeper than spritual (oh oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me
Cant You see whenever he's close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
Hes soo irresistible
baby you know its more than just spritual
His kisses are powerful
He's So Irresistible (yeah yeah)
Up close and personal (oh yeah)
Now inescapable I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breath)
More than just physical (oh yeah)
Deeper than Spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me
He's Irresistible (yeah yeah)
up close and personal (irresistible to me)
I can hardly breathe
more than just physical
deeper than spritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible To Me....
♥Thursday, November 18, 2004:♥
♥7:07 PM♥
We're making ring in jewerly, which is cool... only we HAVE to have like wire designs, I'd rather just have a pretty plain ring. But oh well. I'm sure it can't turn out THAT bad.
We did our scene in drama, I guess we did pretty good. Stephanie talked VERY fast though, it was cute! lol. I kept trying to like slow her down - it didn't really work though.
THE OC IS ON TONIGHT! I'm excited!!!!!! How crazy.. but I am.
So this whole.. student store being closed and all the pop machines being shut down and the lunch guard people because of littering is starting to bug me! I NEED MY CANDY AND POP PEOPLE! Why dont that WANT MY MONEY? You could like.. bring bottles of coke and sell them for like 5 bucks. It'd be like the black market! Only, not. But STILL.
So today afterschool we went to McDonalds (Im going to get FAT!!!!) And then I bought Harrison his extremely ate birthday present.. and Ipod Case. And its NOT MY FAULT it was this late! He made me wait until the type he wanted came in! ;)
It's sad.. but I'm already planning out my christmas presents for everyone! lol. YES I DO HAVE A LIFE THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I just have fun making presents! :D
XOXO,
Jamie
Imagination
Jessica Simpson
I sit alone
Wishing that you were here
I pick up the phone and no one's even there
But I hear your voice
And it sounds so clear
And I'm telling you just how I feel
Wishing that you'd come and make it so real
(Are you just a vision in my mind?)
Have you really right here tonight?
(Are you gonna make everything right?)
Why you standing here inmy door
Are you the one that I wished for, yeah
I wished upon a tonight
That you will grant my wish tonight
And take me to the one in my imagination
I wish I may, I wish i might
Have a wish I wish tonight
Take me to the one in my imagination
Now you will mean more than the word to me
If we could be more than a fantasy
I do believe one day that you will be reality
Just you and me
Being everything I knew me could be
(Are you just a vision in my mind?)
Have you walked into my life?
Are you really right here tonight?
(Are you gonna make everything right?)
Standing right here in my door
Are you the one that I wished for?
I wished upon a tonight
That you will grant my wish tonight
And take me to the one in my imagination
I wish I may, I wish i might
Have a wish I wish tonight
Take me to the one in my imagination
I wished upon a tonight
That you will grant my wish tonight
And take me to the one in my imagination
I wish I may, I wish i might
Have a wish I wish tonight
Take me to the one in my imagination
When you're in my thoughts
(I know in my heart)
You were made for me
That's why we have to start
(Making our love so true and...)
Making a love for two
(So make my dreams come true tonight)
I wished upon a tonight
That you will grant my wish tonight
And take me to the one in my imagination
I wish I may, I wish i might
Have a wish I wish tonight
Take me to the one in my imagination
(Are you just a vision in my mind?)
Did you really walk in my life?
Are you reallt right here tonight?
I wished upon a tonight
That you will grant my wish tonight
And take me to the one in my imagination
I wish I may, I wish i might
Have a wish I wish tonight
Take me to the one in my imagination
♥Wednesday, November 17, 2004:♥
♥7:30 PM♥
I haven't had to present my English report.. or do my scene in Drama, and the scene I'm looking forward to, the English report - not so much.
For lunch today we all went to Taco Time, which was fun.. better then eating at the school or McDonalds like we ALWAYS do. There was this cute guy who worked there (well cute for a mexican.. JPJPJP) And he kept like staring at us (specially me and Shula.. lol score shula ;)) Afterwards Shula's like thinking of tihngs she could have said and she goes "I'll have your bean burrito any time!" I started CRACKING UP. I thought I was going to die! lol. Shelly poured her ice down Laurel's pants... and it melted and she had a GIANT wet spot on her butt, it looked like she peed her pants. It was sad... but SUPER FUNNY!!!
Then Laurel, Shelly, Harrison, Shula and I went to the mall, Shula had to leave almost right after we got there. And we all bought Together bracelets from New Balance :D It looked really crappy having both Athena and Together, so I took of my Athena so I only have Together and Livestrong now. But thats ok.
Why is it that NO hot guys work at Ambercrombie on wednesdays after school? Do they save them all for the weekends??!?!?! It's unfair. *pout*
I got my retainer today! I talked funny with it for like the first 3 hours, major lisp. I've got it mostly under control now... mostly, but not completely. :P My orthodontist was checking out my mouth (hehe.. checking out.. like you know.. ahhh nevermind! lol) And he see's my retainer and he goes "How cute! You have good taste" and like, pats me on the cheek. I was like oooookay...... WEIRDO!!!!! But my retainer is cute! It's like a clearish material with rainbow polkadots. I'll show you if you wanna see it. It's easy to put in, but I have MAJOR issues getting it off. It's hard to get it off! And It HURTS! :(
Coldsores are evil. Did you know 95% of the population has the form of herpes that causes cold sores? But only 10% of those 95% actually GET coldsores. What does that mean? That I'm just unbelieveably unlucky I guess. I've been getting them since I was like 6, and I hate them and they're lucky and you can't kiss anyone when you have them! Luckily it's fairly small.. so it SHOULD go away fast, and so far coverup seems to hide it fairly well. It's not like you can't see it... but atleast its less noticible.
My dad paid me 10 dollars for every A i got this quarter.. which would be 6, so I got 60 bucks! :D He says if I have a 4.0 at the end of the year he'll give me five hundred dollars. FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS!!!!!! I hope I get a 4.0... cuz that would be aweosme anyways, and then 500 dollars to top it off would be like.. stupidly amazing! :D
XOXO,
Jamie
I Wanna Love You Forever
Jessica Simpson
You set my soul at ease
Chase darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your smiling
face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I give up all I have
Just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of man
Now I only want to be right where you are
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your smiling
face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever
In my life I've learned that heaven never waits,
no
Let's take this now before it's gone like
yesterday, no
Cuz when I'm with you
There's nowhere else that I would ever wanna
be
I'm breathing for the next second
I can feel you loving me
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your smiling
face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever
♥Tuesday, November 16, 2004:♥
♥7:53 PM♥
P.E. Seems like the longest period ever when we have to do that fitness stuff that we're doing. We're learning about flexibility.. and they are all saying don't
partner strech or over strech yourself. If you don't strech over as far as you can go.. you're not going to get ANYWAY. And partner streching helps alot, you just gotta make sure you tell them to stop before your in like EXTREME pain. So the crazy Fitness P.E. people dunno crap.
We changed seats in spanish, and I'm in the back on the side.. RIGHT in front of the door, and it's like FREEZING constantly. And whenever the door opens I get this GIANT gust of freeezing cold air.. it's not fun :(
I had to go to the skin docter afterschool, for all the lovely things wrong with me. I had a list of like 10 things, she only looked at like 5.. and like barely talked because she was freakishly rushed. Then she gave me like.. 5 billion samples of stuff to use. Two things for my face, this ointment for my white spot on my chest where there is no pigment. So she gave me Retin A or w/e it is the acne stuff for my face.. and now I have to wear like loads of sunscreen, IN WINTER! It's silly.
XOXO,
Jamie
I Think I'm In Love With You
Jessica Simpson
Every time you'r near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do
And oh baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool
My friends tell me
Something has come over me
And I think I know what it is
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I'll be doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been telling all my friends what I feel for you
Just the other night baby
I saw you hangin
You were with your crew I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blow my mind
I don't know what's gotten into me
But, I think I know what it is
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Something strange has come over me
Got me going out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
♥Monday, November 15, 2004:♥
♥6:01 PM♥
I got to sleep in again today, and I went to 1st lunch instead of turning in my note and going to spanish to hang with every1 with that lunch.
After school I was supposed to go with Amy to the library for our Genocide project.. but we didn't end up doing that so I just went to the mall for a while and took the bus home. I missed my stop on my bus, and had to get off down on West Lake Sammamish Park way.. the road by Lake Sammamish, and then waslk 5 or 6 blocks up to my house... and it was dark and rainy and icky and I was tiiired :( So not fun!
XOXO,
Jamie
How Could I Let You Down?
Jessica Simpson
Sometimes it's hard when you're so deep inside
To see all you can lose in a blink of an eye
Dreams could be shattered
You could be gone
How would I survive
Cause you're where I belong
My soul-believer
Without you, I don't know who I would be
Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you go
Sometimes I listen to a voice that isn't mine
I disconnect from everything inside
And I have made choices
And wasted all the days
I could have been with you
Where my heart stayed
I know you've waited faithfully
Blessing our love even stronger
Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you go
And I've been blessed
For every kiss
For every breath
(How could I let you down)
And I've been touched,
By hands I trust
My love is risen
Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you
How could I let you go
♥Sunday, November 14, 2004:♥
♥8:02 PM♥
So after being totally lazy and sitting around in my pjs all day, at 2:30 I had to get ready to go to the library to work on my Genocide project for english with Amy and Aya, none of us could work the library computers.. I'm sure we were quite funny to watch. So after 3 hours of getting off track and going on side conversations about Hilary Duff to the creepy librarian who kept watching us.. we got fairly close to being done. But not totally done. Then I was 15 minutes late to church - my parents fault not mine. Where the whole service was about never giving up. '
We have a biology write up due tomorrow, and I can NOT figure out where the heck I left my lab book. Hopefully it's in class.. and it didn't just fall out somewhere randomly like my wallet did that one time. But I was lucky with my walled :D
Soo.. on to today's rant :D
"To describe love is very difficult, for the same reason that words cannot fully describe the flavor of an orange. You have to taste the fruit to know its flavor. So with love."
-Paramahansa Yogananda (nice name)
"There is no fear in Love; but perfect love casts out fear."
- The Bible
Once again, I've decided to do another Love post. It's been a while, so why not?
What is love? It's weird how a 3 word question, can cause so much wonder and thought to so many people. What really is love? It really can't be described, atleast not by me. Love is something you learn about as you grow. You have to learn bit by bit what love is like... it's not like it can just all appear in you. And you also have to feel it to really know what it is. Love is... a bond, or connection if you will, between two different people. It brings out the best in both people. Makes you want to spend every moment of your life with them, makes you miserable when you're away. It's wanting to wake up every morning, cuddled into their arms. It's never being able tog et them off your mind, even in your dreams. It's the most exiting, most powerful, most renewing, most exhilerating, most inspirational, most joyous, most complex, most intuitional, most magical, most mysterious, most energizing, most intimate, most affirming, most stress-relieving, most uniting thing that human beings are themselves capable of. It's telling someone something about yourself, and worrying that once they find out they won't love you anymore... and it's the shock that you get when you find out that they still do, that your honesty makes them love you more. That nothing you could say about yourself could stop that feeling.
When I try to decribe what love it, it's like I'm going around in circles with my mind. It's illogical, but its above all logic anyone could have... Thinking of why I know I'm in love.. it just comes out as I know I love him, because I love him. And I love him.. so that means I love him.
"Love seeks no cause beyond itself and no fruit; it is its own fruit, its own enjoyment. I love because I love; I love in order that I may love."
- St. Bernard 1090-1153, French Theologian and Reformer
Love is wanting the best for a person, wanting them to be happy no matter what. Giving youself up.. just to see them smile. Looking past all the little imperfections that a person has, thinking of them as perfect.. and really knowing that they are. It's how one person can say your perfect, and get you to start believing you really are. It's seeing the person for their soul, for what they are inside. Loving someone for who they are, not for who you think they should be. Love is loving someone, and not expecting to get anything in return. Love has to judgements, it has to restriction or expectatons or limitations... Its letting someone go, and knowing they would come back to you.
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."
-Billy, age 4
I think love can't really be a question. Because with questions, there must somehow be an answer. But the only answer to the question of love.. is, itself, love. Love? Love. And I have fallen into it.
XOXO,
Jamie
He's Irresistible
Jessica Simpson
You know, I don't know what it is
But everything about you is so irresistible
Don’t you try to tell me that he's not my type
To hide what I feel inside
When he makes me weak with desire
I know that I'm supposed to make him wait
Let him think I like the chase
But I can't stop fanning the fire
I know i meant to say no.....
But he's irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe,
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me
(oh, oh, I can hardly breathe)
Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
That I should really say goodnight
But I just can't stop myself falling (falling)
Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
That I don't wanna play no game (No)
'Cause when I feel his arms wrapped around me
I know i meant to say no
(I meant to say no)
But he's Irresistible (Irresistible)
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me
Can't you see whenever he's close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
He's so irresistible
Baby you know it's more than just spiritual
His kisses are powerful
He's so Irresistible (He's so irresistible)
But he's irresistible (yeah yeah)
Up close and personal (oh yeah)
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me
He's irresistible
Up close and personal (yeah)
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (Irresistible to me)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me....
♥Saturday, November 13, 2004:♥
♥9:38 PM♥
So I went to Shall We Dance with Harrison. Considering it had J-Lo it wasn't THAT bad. I got a bloody nose at the end tho, it was seriously not fun. It wans't too bad, and didn't get on Harrison.. lol that would ahve been mortifying. I mgiht have ruined my Abercrombie grey zip up though, grrr :( I hope not. I think X-roads is bad luck. Last time I went I started my period RIGHT as I got to the movie. Baaad luck!!! Lol. I hate bloody noses, and I haven't gotten one in a really really long time. It was so random though, like nothing hit my nose or anything - it just started bleeding.
I was going to go to the BHS play off game tonight, but after the bloody nose incident I didn't really feel like it.
XOXO,
Jamie
Everyday See You
Jessica Simpson
Sometimes the breaks don't go my way
Sometimes there's no good news today
Sometimes it all just hits the wall
Sometimes I think it's all my fault
But I'm not stressing out
You know I could be downtown lost in the crowd
Without even
One tiny ray of sunlight breaking through the clouds
But I got the sun when I need it
I got the sun
I got the moon
I got someone I can talk to
'Cause I get to everyday see you
I got the sun
I got the moon
Raindrops like ice cubes on the ground
And a sound like people talking
There's a lotta things trying to keep me down
But I betta just keep on walking
'Cause I'm not staying here
I'm looking up and my forecast is clear
You wrap me up in blue skies
Whenever you are near
I got the sun when I need it
I got the sun
I got the moon
I got someone I can talk to
'Cause I get to everyday see you
I got the sun
I got the moon
I got my best friend
Best that I ever had
I got a nightlight
Get me through when it gets bad
Feels like angels following on my heels
You are my sunshine
I got the moon
I got someone I can talk to
'Cause I get to everyday see you
Baby, I get to everyday see you
I got the sun
I got the moon
See you
See you
Get to see you
See you
See you
Get to see you
See you
See you
Get to see you
See you
See you
Get to see you
See you
See you
See you
Get to see you
Everyday
See you
See you
Get to see you
♥Friday, November 12, 2004:♥
♥11:59 PM♥
Today I went to the mall with Sean for like an hour, and everyone in the world was there. Lol. It was really really strange, then we went to a movie with Elizabeth.. cuz she had originally invited me and I invited Sean.. lol. We were going to see Bridget Jones, but ended up seeing the Incredibles, which was a pretty good movie. The son of the family is awesome, lol. He had to be like the best part. I think Sean idolizes him. lol.
I missed the last like 2 minutes of the movie becuase my mom made me come out early.. and it turned out she had to go around the block and ended up not getting back to the galleria until the movie was out anyways! I was angry! But like I got up to leave, and Sean followed cuz he didn't want to be alone with Elizabeth, so we just left Elizabeth sitting there alone in the movie, and she like called me and was all upset about it. I was like "I HAD to leave.. its not my fault Sean left too" But ya.. whatever.
So after the movie I went to Shellly's house! Shula Harrison and Sean were also there. It was fun just hangin out, we watched Anger Management.. that movie never gets old. :P Shula and I slept over and da boyz had to leave at 11, which is early so that sucked. And we stayed up talking about life.. mostly guys of course.. but life. Lol.
XOXO,
Jamie
Did you ever love somebody?
Jessica Simpson
Did you ever love somebody?
So much that the earth moved
Did you ever love somebody?
Even though it hurt to
Did you ever love somebody?
Nothing else your heart could do
Did you ever love somebody?
Who never knew
Did you ever lay your head down
On the shoulder of a good friend
And then had to look away somehow
Had to hide the way you felt for them
Have you ever prayed the day would come
You'd hear them say they feel it too
Did you ever love someone?
Who never knew
I do.
And if you did
Well you know I'd understand
I could, I would
More than anybody can
Did you ever love somebody?
So much that the earth moved
Did you ever love somebody?
Even though it hurt to
Did you ever love somebody?
Nothing else your heart could do
Did you ever love somebody?
Like I love you
Like I love you
Like I love you .. .
♥Thursday, November 11, 2004:♥
♥11:32 PM♥
Today I went to the mall with Megz and like everyone in the world was there. Lol. It was strange. I got a free doggy thing at victorias secret.. its really cute! Becuase when you buy something from the Pink section you get a free one. And then I got.. sweats and 3 shirts from Hollister. I think I own about 1/2 of that store now. Lol. So I really don't need to buy anymore shirts, but I COULD use more pants. I told my Mom I wont shop anymore this weekend, but I'm up for shoppin a bit next week if ya wanna come! :D
Harrison and Sean came to the mall for a while, but Meg and I had to leave like 40 minutes after they got there.. so that wasn't very fun. But it's okay I guess since we got to hang a little bit atleast.
Megan slept over and we watched THE OC! Which was good.. it's always good ;) I can't stand the Marissa girl though, she just DUMB!!! It bugs me! Lol. Summer is cool, Seth I love, and Ryan is HOT. But Marissa is just....gr... Her dumbness annoys me! lol ;)
XOXO,
Jamie
I Have Loved You
Jessica Simpson
Remember that blue crystal sky
The sun reflected in your eyes
Kissed me unexpectedly
A moment I just can't forget
We filled the air with promises
Took them up so tenderly
But life never asks you what you want
It's just gonna have its way
Sometimes it doesn't give like it takes
If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you
Don't think I'll write another letter
Or watch anothere pink sunset
Without thinking about you
I take a walk along the blue seaside
How will I sleep at night
How will I wipe the tears from your eyes
If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you
Without a single hesitation
Without thought or reservation
Baby, I'll be waiting
Even if I never see your face
And wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you
I have loved you
If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
With all my heart and all my soul
The world comes tumbling down
And crumbling all around
I have loved you
If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
I have loved you
♥Wednesday, November 10, 2004:♥
♥9:37 PM♥
So first quarter is basically over..in Spanisn I got 127/100 on participation.. so i have a 99.7 in that class. LOL. Awesome :D Im SO PISSED ABOUT P.E.! I missed the run today, because I had my ortho appointment.. and he gave me ZERO our of TWENTY!!! Even thoguh it should be excused because its an excused absense!!!!!! ARGH! That brought down my grade to an 88% and fucked up my 4.0!!! Imma call him and complain and all that jazz tomorrow to get an excused for it. Because its REALLY not fair, I couldn't help that I had a fucking appointment! Although.. technically I could have not slept in and gone to class. But where's the fun in that? ;)
My dad bought a new car today Acura RL I think it is.. 2005 series and its black. It looks majorly spiffy. You can lock it by running your hand over the outside door handle thing. Its cool ;)
After school a group of us went to the mall, and basically hung out at mcdonalds until like 3, because we are uber cool like that. Then Larel and Shelly came over and we chilled. :P and played Dance Dance Revolution.. it twas the first time i've played in like a year.. and the first time Shelly or Laurel had ever played.. so it was entertaining to watch! LOL.
SOO glad we have a 4 day weekend. If you wanna hang call the celly and talk 2 me or leave a message or sumtin. 2064068220
XOXO,
Jamie
I Can I Will
Jessica Simpson
Oh oh hoh. Ooh ooh. Yeah ah.
You know I can. (Can). I will. (Will).
Hooo yeh.
Listen baby.
Sometimes the world is a dark and lonely place.
Remember my love is always here for leading on oh baby.
Sometimes it feels just like you’ve lost your way
So if you need a guide in life then baby let me be the one.
Whoo ooh yeah.
Nobody understands your secret dreams your heart felt plans.
When no one appreciates the love that you need well then save it for me.
Cause I can (can), I will (will).
If you want, you know you can trust me.
My hand (hand) is right here (here)
So hold on.
It’s breakin’ my heart to think you would ever cry.
How can a tear ever dare to fall from your sweet eyes? They’re so beautiful.
Nobody understands you’re secret dreams, your heart-felt plan.
When no one appreciates the love that you need well then save it for me.
Cause I can (can), I will (will).
If you want, you know you can trust me.
My hand (hand) is right here (here)
So hold on. Baby, you know that
I can (can), I will (will). Make you strong.
I’ll be there for you.
I can (can), I will (will). Make you warm.
If you want me to.
I know you’re ready for the love that you deserve.
So whenever you want me just say the word because you know that
I can (can) and I will (will).
If you want, you know you can trust me baby.
My hand (my hand) is right here
So hold on. Gotta hold on.
I can (can), I will (will). Make you strong.
I’ll be there for you.
I can (can), I will (will). Make you warm.
I can (can) and I will (will).
If you want, (if you want me to)
My hand (my hand) is right here (Is right here)
So hold on
I can (can), I will (will). Make you strong.
I can (can), I will (will). Make you warm.
Make you warm, yeah, baby.
I can (can) and I will (will).
If you want, yeah..
My hand (my hand) is right here
♥Tuesday, November 09, 2004:♥
♥5:30 PM♥
Now that my rant for today is doneeee... on to other news.
So they're like closing the school store and the pop machines and stuff are gonna be closed starting monday cuz of "too much littering" ??? Is that true? Cuz that's gonna SUCK if it is! :(
Afterschool Sean, Ashley, Chantelle and I went to the library and just sat by the food machines eating and talking.. good times good times. Today was a very non-dramatic day, which is surprizing for BHS. lol. I hear so many stories about stuff all the time, and mostly its about people I dont know at ALL.. so it's hard to keep track!
We had to listen to this letter thingy or w/e from the dumbass president about veterins day today... and it was like 5 minutes long, yet all classes were made 10 minutes longer :( It sucked butt. And yesturday we watched the same movie we watched at Odle last year for veterins day.. with buffy the vampire slayer... which was even MORE boring the 2nd time. Atleast we didn't have the random old guy talk to us about fighting in wars like we did last year. And No Mr. Roberts giving his speech EVERY year about how he was in the marines and then playing taps. He prolly just hid in a hole the whole time while he was in the marines anyways... lol. I wasn't a fan of Mr. Roberts. ;)
So how many genius people have noticed the trend in the person who sings all the songs I've been using at the ends of my blogs? lol. Good job if you did! :D
XOXO,
Jamie
Heart Of Innocence
Jessica Simpson
Whoo yeah.
Sometimes I wake up in the dark night.
And in my mind there’s a picture of you.
I know someday this dream will come alive.
So for now your shadow will do.
I’ve never seen your face but I know you’re in my heart.
Baby some day some place I’ll hold you in my arms.
I have a gift for you. Something I’ve held on to.
Waiting for your sweet caress. (Sweet caress.)
No ribbon has been untied from all that I hold inside.
And only you will possess
This heart of innocence.
I lay my head down on a pillow of white.
Here in the dark, I am cradled in peace.
No loss from yesterday to harm me at night.
No tears to dry. No sad memories.
There’s a heart to hold and I will safely keep
The strength
♥Monday, November 08, 2004:♥
♥9:19 PM♥
I got my LiveSTRONG bracelets today.. finally.. it took atleast a month! I only got like 10.. but if you want one talk to me at school (most of ya will have to pay for it of course) But yeahhh...
I decided not to do gymnastics, no one else was doing it and I just didn't feel really up for it. I dunno maybe I'm just a lazy ass. Lol. So I'll prolly start up a couple dance classes and Elizabeths. My dad wants me to join some sort of Theater group. My parents keep bugging me about getting "involved" and getting "Excercise" which makes me think.. involved= doing something so I cant go out and get high after school and excercise = not getting fat because I sit around the house all day. Hmmm.. thats encouraging ;)
I get my braces off in ONE week! Nervous about looking like crap without them and with my GIANT overbite. But heyyy.. thats ok. ;)
XOXO,
Jamie
Forever In Your Eyes
Jessica Simpson
Eyes like fire - Burn desire
As we dance away into the night
This attraction - Fuels a passion
That's just too strong for us to try and fight
Each moment we're together
I just never want to end
'Cause I could never feel this way again
'Cause nothing else had ever felt so right
To feel your body lying next to me
As the rhythm of your heart beats through me
All through the night
I never thought I'd ever realize
A long that feels so close to paradise
Boy I could spend my whole life living
Forever in our eyes
Lips so tender - I surrender
Everything I am is yours alone
When you tough me - All that I see
Fire feeling that my heart has never known
You're all I ever dreamed of
You're my every fantasy
Whoever thought on angel could bring heaven here to me
'Cause nothing else had ever felt so right
To feel your body lying next to me
As the rhythm of your heart beats through me
All through the night
I never thought I'd ever realize
A long that feels so close to paradise
Boy I could spend my whole life living
Forever in our eyes
You're the one my heart beats for
You're my everything and more
It's a burnin' love I can't seem to ignore
All the things I feel inside
Are too strong for me to hide (baby)
I need you by my side
'Cause I could live forever in your eyes
'Cause nothing else had ever felt so right
To feel your body lying next to me
As the rhythm of your heart beats through me
All through the night
I never thought I'd ever realize
A long that feels so close to paradise
Boy I could spend my whole life living
Forever in our eyes
♥Sunday, November 07, 2004:♥
♥8:18 PM♥
"Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, and a dark side, and it holds the world together!"
Hehe.. I love it! Ahhh... Maybe I'm just wayyy too easily amused. :P
My prayers are still going out to Ari, and if you have heard about what has happened with her... weather you know her or not, you really should stop by her guestbook on the website her family updates about her and leave her a message. I know I'd love to know even people that I have never met or heard of are hoping for my fast recovery, so I'm sure Ari will love it to. The link to the guestbook is on http://drew.batcave.net/Welcome.htm
Is it weird that thinking about not spending forever with someone you barely know and are with at such a young age can tear you up inside? Maybe I'm just really dramatic.. or totally out of it. Maybe I'm expecting too much too young. I don't really know. But I know that thinking about not being together hurts. It hurts alot. And that's kind of scaring me to be honest. It's like my mind is out of control and I really don't know how to get control over it again. I dunno, it's hard to explain. Wishing you could spend the rest of your life with someone.. but knowing its basically impossible and totally improvible. Knowing it could basically never happen. It's like some guy with a dull spoon slowly digging into you... Okay maybe not quite like that, because that's SERIOUSLY disturbing. But pretty close I guess. Sorry for writing a totally messed up half mushy half crazy spoon man deformed rant... lol. Hope it was maybe a little interesting to read! ;)
XOXO,
Jamie
Forbidden Fruit
Jessica Simpson
There's a game you want to play
There's a risk you'd like to take
But words can't change what you feel inside
There will be not goin' back from here
I'm scared it'll lead to tears
Patience boy and I will Decide
If a kiss is sweet
If I want to feel you touch
You should know
I can read your mind
If the deal is worth the pain
If you just won't die of shame
But I am tempted to try
If you taste this fruit
forbidden to eat
You can drink this wine from a love so deep
I'd dance for you, let you come within
If you sware to me that it ain't no sin
There's a world you want to know
There's a place you want to go
Take your time and it will delight
Smell of spices everywhere
There are mysteries to share
Be gentle boy and it, It will be alright
If you taste this fruit forbidden to eat
You can drink this wine from a love so deep
I'd dance for you, let you come within
If you sware to me that it ain't no sin
If you taste this fruit forbidden to eat
You can drink this wine from a love so deep
I'd dance for you, let you come within
If you sware to me that it ain't no sin
Oh yeah....oh
Oh if ya....oh if ya sware to me....
If you taste this fruit forbidden to eat
You can drink this wine from a love so deep
I'd dance for you, let you come within
If you sware to me that it ain't no sin
♥Saturday, November 06, 2004:♥
♥10:26 PM♥
After all my endless chores I went to see Sky Captain.. which was totally confusing and made absolutly no sense, and my understanding of it definatly was NOT helped by the fact that I went to see it with Harrison. I think it had to do with a crazy scientist dude kidnapping a bunch of other scientists.. and making them help him with this noah's ark type thing.. only it was a spaceship and once it left the earths atmosphere it would make the earth explode. Only the crazy ass scientist was already dead and died like ages ago... It was the weirdest thing ever.......
THENNN I went to this T.J. Maxx Gymnastics thing at Key Arena with my mom, which was actually pretty okay.. except for the fact that my mom was being obnoxous and acting like a 5 year old. I really hate going places with her sometimes, she needs to grow up... grrr *pout* But I love her. So anyways the thing ahd like these olymic people. And one of the guys had like the same haircut and body type as Harrison.. it was really really strange. Only he was like.. twice his size, but ya. It was still cool. There were alot of cute performances and stuff, worth paying the 25 dollars each ticket we paid.. but not really worth paying too much more then that at all.
XOXO,
Jamie
For Your Love
Jessica Simpson
You are every part of mre
And with every breath I take
Your love will light my way
And for every day I live
The promise that I made
Is I will never let you go babe
I swear I never knew love like this before
And for everything you are
I gotta make you know
For your love...
And I'd give anything for your love
'Cause baby I'd never make it alone
And forever I'll stand by your side
I just gotta make you see yeah
I only live... for your love
When I was running out of faith
You still believed in me
And never let me fall
And the times I lost my way
You're the one who held me up
And brought me through it all
I swear I never saw it like this before
'Cause baby with your love you gave me
The reason to go on
And for your love
And I'd give anything for your love
'Cause baby I'd never make it alone
And forever I'll stand by your side
I just gotta make you see yeah
I only live... for your love
When I was running out of faith
You still believed in me
And never let me fall
And the times I lost my way
You're the one who held me up
And brought me through it all
And everything I am
And all that I could be
Would mean nothing now
If you're not with me
Shinin' your light on me
When night is closen' in
When I was weak
You were the one who made me strong
you gave me faith to carry on
And I'd give anything for your love
'Cause baby I'd never make it alone
Anf forever I'll stand by your side
I just gotta make you see yeah
I only live... for your love
When I was running out of faith
You still believed in me
And never let me fall
And the times I lost my way
You're the one who held me up
And brought me through it all
♥Friday, November 05, 2004:♥
♥11:59 PM♥
TGIF! Viva Viernes... etc..etc..etcccc. SO FUCKING HAPPY ITS FRIDAY! Surprizingly enough.. this week went by really fast, but it's still VERY good to finally have the weekend to look forward to. If I don't get some actual sleep Imma fall over. lol.
Today was my last day of freedom after school! I have gymnastics starting next week (if they accept my stupidly late sports form thing.. but hopefully they should) And thats from 3:30 to 5:30 everyday! Argh. Talk about taking up alot of time. But its not that bad since I usually had to take the 3:50 bus home everyday cuz my parents are buttfaces. They've also decided that they don't want me taking the bus home after gymnastics cuz it'll be dark and they don't want me walking down the hill to the bus stop in the dark. Riiiiight then....
The football game against Newport was today. We beat then (duh) like 39 or 38 to 0 :D It was SOOOOOOO COLD! I thought I was going to like die! Andrew almost did.. he was shaking and stuff and he looked REALLY sick, I felt really really bad for him, it was scary. :(
So after the game Laurel and I went over to Ashleys house.. and like as soon as we got there we changed into sweats and jumped into Ashleys bed cuz it was sooo cold out. And we just had fun and were sexy until we fell asleep at like 11:30! lolol. Yeah, we're definatly cool! And we made ourself pancakes for breakfast... they were REALLY REALLY good pancakes. :P
XOXO,
Jamie
Angels
Jessica Simpson
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places
Where we go when we're grey and old
'Cuz I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head
And i feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead
And through it all He offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call He won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows
He breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all He offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call He won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
I'm loving angels instead
Oh oh yeah
And through it all He offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call He won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
♥Thursday, November 04, 2004:♥
♥4:53 PM♥
When the world wasn't upside down, I could take all the time I had
But I'm not going to wait when a moment can vanish so fast
'Cuz every kiss is a kiss you can never get back
Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
When the answer to all my dreams is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say?
Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting for this
This is the night
This is the night where we capture forever all our tomorrow's begin
After tonight, we will never be lonely again
Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
I'm such a sucker for back massages.. lol. One of my weak points that I'm pretty sure basically no one knows about, so ya learn something new everyday!
THE OC STARTS TONIGHTTTTTTTTT!!! SOSOSOSOSOSO CRAZILY EXCITED!!!!! :D I'm more excited about the OC then I am about getting my braces off... lol weird. Oh well.
This week has gone by superfast.. which is awesome because I am DEFINATLY ready for a weekend. :D
BHS is playing Newport tomorrow... mm ya we're gonna kick ass, but I'll go anyways to watch us dominate! ;)
We did Tae-bo today in P.E. Lol it was AWESOME! I was totally getting into it ;) It was fun, like a strange dance class basically. :P
Sometimes life seems so perfect, that you have to think that maybe it's not real, But you know it has to be...
XOXO,
Jamie
What is Mona
without Lisa
or ham
without cheese
What is appreciation
without thank you
or politeness
without please?
Can fish live
without water
or a flower
without rain
Can Romeo live
without Juliet
or Tarzan
without Jane?
What is popcorn
without butter
or cereal
without milk
What is rough
without sandpaper
or smooth
without silk?
Is there Robin
without Batman
or Scooby
without Doo
Is there life
without love
Is there me
without you?
But I'm not going to wait when a moment can vanish so fast
'Cuz every kiss is a kiss you can never get back
Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
When the answer to all my dreams is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say?
Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting for this
This is the night
This is the night where we capture forever all our tomorrow's begin
After tonight, we will never be lonely again
Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
I'm such a sucker for back massages.. lol. One of my weak points that I'm pretty sure basically no one knows about, so ya learn something new everyday!
THE OC STARTS TONIGHTTTTTTTTT!!! SOSOSOSOSOSO CRAZILY EXCITED!!!!! :D I'm more excited about the OC then I am about getting my braces off... lol weird. Oh well.
This week has gone by superfast.. which is awesome because I am DEFINATLY ready for a weekend. :D
BHS is playing Newport tomorrow... mm ya we're gonna kick ass, but I'll go anyways to watch us dominate! ;)
We did Tae-bo today in P.E. Lol it was AWESOME! I was totally getting into it ;) It was fun, like a strange dance class basically. :P
Sometimes life seems so perfect, that you have to think that maybe it's not real, But you know it has to be...
XOXO,
Jamie
What is Mona
without Lisa
or ham
without cheese
What is appreciation
without thank you
or politeness
without please?
Can fish live
without water
or a flower
without rain
Can Romeo live
without Juliet
or Tarzan
without Jane?
What is popcorn
without butter
or cereal
without milk
What is rough
without sandpaper
or smooth
without silk?
Is there Robin
without Batman
or Scooby
without Doo
Is there life
without love
Is there me
without you?
♥Wednesday, November 03, 2004:♥
♥9:30 PM♥
Another wednesday come and gone... I'm still complaining about the lack of lunch! lol! Argh I can't wait for this weekend, I need SLEEP!
I found out today cherry jollyranchers taste kind of like bad cough syrup... yuck. I gues I'm just not really one for cherry flavored things, huh?
My brothers fiancee just asked me to be a bridesmaid in the wedding! They think it's going to be sometime int he summer! EXCITING!!!!!!!!!! :D
I saw Napoleon Dynamite today with Harrison, well I KINDA saw it. It was better the second time.. but that might have been for other reasons. lol But okay. ;)
Alright! It's about 3 hours later and my welty things are gone! :D
"When one finds a worthy wife, her value is far beyond pearls. Her husband entrusting his heart to her, has an unfailing prize."
Proverbs 31:10-11
"I may be able to speak the languages of human beings and even of angels, but if I have no love, my speech is no more than a noisy gong or a clanging bell. I may have the gift of inspired preaching; I may have all knowledge and understand all secrets; I may have the faith needed to move mountains-but if I have no love, I am nothing. I may give away everything I have, and even give up my body to be burned-but if I have no love, this does me no good."
1 Corinthians, 13:1-13
"Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth: for thy love is better than wine."
Song of Solomon 1:2
"Come let us take our fill of love until the morning: let us solace ourselves with loves."
Proverbs 7:18
"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear."
I John. IV. 18
"Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it."
Song Of Solomon 8:7
"Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy. It does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrong doing. It does not delight in evil, but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres."
Corinthians 13
"You haven't found the right person if you can live with them, you've found the right person if you can't live without them."
"Last night I matched each star with a reason for loving you. I was doing great... until I ran out of stars."
"Most people want to be the sun that brightens up your life, but I'd rather be the moon that shines down on you in your darkest hours."
"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I'd have the entire night sky in the palm of my hand."
XOXO,
Jamie
Can you imagine us,
Making love...
The way you would feel the first time that we touched,
Can you think of it...
The way I dream of it,
I want you to see like im seeing you...
It's a picture of perfection,
The vision of you and me...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this...
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
Your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin...
All night I lie awake,
Cause it's too much to take...
Dreamin' about the love that we could make...All day,
I think of scenes...
To get you next to me,
I want you so bad that i can barely breathe...
It's a sign of my obbsession,
That I can't stop thinkin bout'
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you invision this...
Temptation that I could never resist,
Your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin...
It would feel so good,
To be so bad...
You don't know how bad...I want that,
I would do anything to feel your love...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this...
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
Your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
That would be the Sweetest Sin...
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you invision this...
Temptation that I could never resist,
Your skin upon my skin...
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin...
Your lips upon my lips...would be the Sweetest Sin
♥Tuesday, November 02, 2004:♥
♥7:18 PM♥
By Dashboard Confessional
Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear.
So we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at your door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew...that you meant it.
♥5:50 PM♥
I GET MY BRACES OFF IN LIEK TWO WEEKS!!! Argh Imma look totally weird without them.. they are like part of me! Geez! :( Oh well. I will be VERY GLAD to get rid of them. VERY VERY VERY GLAD!!!!! We decided agaisnt the surgery because I look like a freak with my jaw moved forward, so I'll keep it back and super from a stupidly huge overbite cuz I like it more, ya i know im weird.
My parents are being dumb and bugging me constantly about stupid things and i wanna just whack them. Buuuut I wouldn't cuz that's mean and I'd be grounded FOREVER. But ya.
Gymnastics starts next week, I dunno if I'll actually be able to do it cuz its taken my mom FOREVER to do the stupid form thingy correctly and it's supposed to be turned in 2 weeks ahead of time (woopsie...)
We get to run in P.E. tomorrow... god I hate it with a passion. I really wish I could skip P.E. everyday, and just sleep in. That would rock!
I've been kinda out of it all day, I'm really tired and I have so much on my mind it's kinda crazy.. wishes and regrets and insecurities and happiness and saddness and weirdness and... lol I'll stop. My gosh if people could read my mind they wouldn't even be able to understand it. I think that I think in like gibberish, and I can't always translate it. lol.
XOXO,
Jamie
Your gentle voice sooths my soul,
Never letting to want you to go,
When we are talking time goes so fast,
I don't even notice any has past,
You tell me my dreams will someday come true,
I think it will happen if I am with you,
Your caring heart and loving touch,
Oh man I want it all so much,
I know we just met a few months ago,
But everytime we talk I want to see you more,
I know we don't know each other all that well,
But as they say only time will tell,
You might end up being my dream man or just a friend,
I hope no matter what we never come to an end.
♥Monday, November 01, 2004:♥
♥8:02 PM♥
It's monday, and yet it feels like it should be a friday. I need another weekend.. a nice looooong weekend!
Our T.A. in Mrs. Kubej's class is taking over the class for a while... Mr. Fergison or something like that, but he's waaaaaay more awesome so far so thats good!
In P.E. we were doing push ups and he made us hold it until everyone did it, and he said my name ONCE and then I put more effort into it, then he walked tot he other side of the room and was still making us hold it and everyone was like "JAMIE!" And like yelling at me for it. I wanted to slap them all. ARGH. And after I was like "It wasn't me, he wasn't even looking at me" and Melissa (dunno her last name.. brown hair) goes "No Jamie it was your fault, if you had just done it we wouldn't have had to hold it" in this bitchy bitchy bitchy tone. Argh. *STRANGLE* It seriously pissed me off. Then we were supposed to do lunges down and back but NO ONE did them, and he made me and like 2 guys do them again. I was doing more lunges then 1/2 the other people. So I just stood there and refused to do any extras. I HATE P.E. I generally dispise it, and I'm not even joking.
It was all rainy and icky today, I really hate that because it makes the day seem like all gloomy and not fun. And it was like DARK at 5, which through my whole time scale way off.. because I thought it was like 7 when it was like 4.. lol'
"If ever you think of me out of the blue, just remember it's all the kisses I've blown in the air finally catching up with you!"
"The sound of a kiss is much softer than that of a canon - but it's echo lasts a great deal longer."
"If kissing was just two people touching lips, it wouldn't touch our hearts and bind our souls the way it does."
"Never thought that love could feel like this and you changed my world with just one kiss, how can it be that right here with me there's an angel?"
- NSYNC Song
"One word frees us of all the weight and pain in life. That word is love."
"I smiled to many people for more than a billion times; but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time."
"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love."
"I do, cherish you, from the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control, I've waited so long, to say this to you, if you're asking do I love you this much, I do."
- 98 Degrees Song
"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."
"A hug overcomes all boundaries. It speaks words within the mind that cannot be spoken."
"It's not just a physical attraction, I love him for every single thing he is. Every word he says, every step he takes. This is something that will never die. I have tried to stay reasonable with this, but I just can't anymore. I just can't."
"Giving away a heart can hurt ... having a broken heart can be life threatening, even to the strongest people. But, receiving one is the greatest gift."
"Love is the passion that we feel inside of our hearts that we can't hide. We pretend to hide it, but it burns us more and more until the pain grows and grows and it never ends."
"You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love."
"It's in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way I want you tonight. It's in the way that you hold me and the way that you know me, and when I can't find the right words to say ... you feel it in the way."
"The Way" by Clay Aiken
XOXO,
Jamie
Why do I feel. . .
Each moment is brand new?
There's no day I can't get through
Nothing I can't do.
Why do I know. . .
That life is more than it seems?
I've realized all my dreams
About what true love means.
Why do I say. . .
My life is now whole?
I've fulfilled my soul
Your happiness is my goal.
Why do I imagine. . .
About that special type of love?
Angels sent from above
The perfect companion I think of.
Why do I believe. . .
All these things are true?
The greatest love I ever knew
The answer is simply "you."
I know exactly how I feel in my heart....
I hope you and I never part.
May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005
