♥Wednesday, April 06, 2005:♥
♥5:13 PM♥
Desmond is a WEIRDO! Every time I passed him he's all "Jamie you can get 9 laps" "I know you can do it" "I have FAITH!!!" It's like he thinks his confidence in my effects me at ALL. *cough* bad teacher *cough* I made him feel bad last week when I said I gave up on getting 9 laps... haha. So I guess he felt bad because I was about 30 seconds late after he did his count down from 10, because of my gagging experience, and he still gave it to me..
So that was my fun day! HAWAII IN THREE DAYS!
CHANTELLE'S B-DAY IN TWO!!! ;) lol
XOXO,
Jamie
I am...
I am a little girl trapped in a teenage body, learning to love
I wonder if love can overcome everything,
I hear the hearts of everyone, beating together to a rhythm,
I see the love in the eyes of everyone around me,
I want to live out my life and die with no regrets,
I am a little girl trapped in a teenage body, learning to love.
I pretend to be always happy,
I feel the pressure to succeed, bearing down on me,
I touch the hands of those less fortunate then I,
I worry that I will never be good enough,
I cry at the thought of losing someone I love,
I am a little girl trapped in a teenage body, learning to love.
I understand that no one can live forever,
I say that we can live forever in the hearts of the people who love us,
I dream of flying, of escaping it all,
I try desperately to fit in,
I hope to go to heaven and live with the people I care about for all eternity,
I am a little girl trapped in a teenage body, learning to love.
--Jamie O'Neil
♥Monday, March 28, 2005:♥
♥6:48 PM♥
Last tuesday I bought myself the new mini IPOD, 4GB. Bright pink.. it's adorable! I haven't got a case yet.. but I found some really cute Juicy ones online I'm thinking about! ;)
Then there was EASTER! Which OMG I was so excited for. I am now back to eating candy.. you have no idea how hard that was. Not eating Cadbury eggs.. those things are SOOOO good. I think next lent I'll do something less drastic.. maybe just giving up chocolate like my parents do every year, or french fries or something... nothing that big. ;) So yesturday I ate like 15 peeps (soooo good) and 6 of the LITTLE cadbury eggs, not the big ones. And one of the 36 boxes of sweethearts that Harrison bought me on our 6 month aniversary!
And today I got these totally adorable sandals, I totally copied Moureen (wow I butchered her name, sorry!) if you've been her blue Steve Maddens, only mine are pink.. I would post a picture but I totally can't fine one ANYWHERE!
Only 11 more days until HAWAII with Meg I'm SOO excited!!!!!! :)
XOXO,
Jamie
♥Saturday, March 12, 2005:♥
♥9:47 PM♥
Then today I went shopping with my mom.. and got new earing (I can change them now!) And new sunglasses for Hawaii, then I went over to Harrison's house. He had a sign on the door saying "Come In" and there was a little trail of Cabury eggs leading down to his room where there was a chair full of peeps, sweethearts, and cadbury eggs. Like my three totally favourite candies EVER. Which was sooo cute, but evil since I gave up candy for lent!!!! But lent's over in like 13 days or so, so it's all good. I also got.. really pretty small hooped diamond earings which are sooo goregous. And a COACH WALLET. Which I TOLD him not to buy because it was freakishly too much money!! But it's so adorable!! Definatly never bringing it to school, I've already had a wallet stolen once.. luckily it was fairly cheep, if this one got stolen I'd die. Which is exactly why it will never come to school most likely.. and my purse probably won't again since even though Bellevue is the richest school like in the bellevue school district, all the rich ass kids decide to steal things from people... it's not like their daddies wouldn't buy them it anyways. But whateverrr. So then his dad brought us taco time (mmm.. SOO good) and we went to the park to eat it and then lied down under the stars (what a total copy cat.. outdoing my picnic + glow in the dark stars *pout*) It was totally cute. And when we got back I got him to play me a song on his guitar and sing. It was REALLY REALLY good too! Perfect end to the night! :D Plus when I got in the car on the way home my parents were listening to some random 70's station and it was playing a song called "Happy Aniversary!" Craziness ;)
XOXO,
Jamie
♥Wednesday, March 02, 2005:♥
♥7:46 PM♥
http://www.dollbuddieicons.net/?id=ushow&ud=11335&start=1
Beware.. as you go back farther they start to get really really really bad! lol :P
XOXO,
Jamie
♥Monday, February 28, 2005:♥
♥6:41 PM♥
So I figured out that at Samena doing the Junior Counseling last summer I did 352 hours of communitry service.. holy SHIT. That's crazy! So that'll look pretty damn good on my college application... ;)
XOXO,
Jamie
♥Wednesday, February 23, 2005:♥
♥3:11 PM♥
Why would I say Laurel is fat? Shes about the skinniest person ALIVE!
I love Chantelle, in no way did I SMIRK or LAUGH at her for not having a Homecoming date.. I actually felt bad for her when I said I was sorry she didn't have a date.
I never told Shula her date was ugly. I didn't think he was hot, but I didn't find him ugly. And I'm not a dumbass who would be like "You're dates ugly" to someones FACE. Especially since I didn't even think that.
It seems all these people have these messed up views of me as some evil person trying to put everyone down. Or as Teo said to Harrison "Jamie just puts other people down to make herself feel better."
I guess if the people who are supposed to be my friends can't even tell I don't do that, who am I supposed to trust to be able to tell who I actually am?
XOXO,
Jamie
♥Tuesday, February 15, 2005:♥
♥4:43 PM♥
XOXO,
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